hey everyone. i'm getting ready for my graduation. if any of you are in town you should come to my open house. it's on Sunday May 22nd from 4pm-7pm. i graduate on the 21st. crazy. i'm starting to get really excited about next year. i need something different. and i need to be with dave. that'll be so awesome to be able to see him almost every day. by the time we are together again we will have lived apart from each other for three years. three f*cking years. i'm so glad they are almost over. guys, i don't recommend long distance relationships. they suck. i don't wish that kind of tourcher on anyone. 

i've been so emotional lately. there has been so much stress eating away at my skull. school is officially over a week from tomorrow, which will be very freeing. no more tutoring, no more papers, no more getting up before noon if i don't want to. i just can't handle working until 1am and getting up again at 9am to work my other job. i work too much. i work like a madman. but then agian, what else is there to do? hi, i'm lara, i'm a workaholic, and i need help. haha.

i always thought that graduations and open houses were supposed to be planned by other people for the graduates. but for some reason i'm super stressed out about all of this and have ended up planning, spending a ton of money, and organizing everything for these events... what in the world...

okay, now that i'm done complaining, i need to get some caffine. i still have 11 more hours of non-stop "part time" jobs... yuck...

so today someone at work started a rumor that i was pregnant... haha... it was a little bit of a shock when one of my friends came up to me and asked if i was going to have a baby. but nope, i'm not. apparently she over heard someone else telling me congratulations while touching my stomache. hahaha. what she probably saw we me and flora comparing the fat on our bodies like we usually do. gossip is no good. =b

on another note... my bolognes has a first name. it's o-s-c-a-r...

Q. when was the last time you ate tuna fish? A. um, it was probably about five or six months ago, when my mom made tuna fish salad. i don't really like tuna at all, but i like tuna fish salad. it's that strange?

Q. would you, or do you ever pee while you are on the phone? A. yes, i have peed before while i am on the phone. sick, huh? no, actually, i never tell the person that is what i'm doing, so it's usually harmless. at least, there to no permanant emotional damage.

Q. when you think about the color off-whitish-kind-of-turquoise-with-specks-of-purplish-and-a-hint-of-salmon-pink what do you think of? A. well, mostly i just think of people driving down the ocean on a four wheeled snowmobile.